Healing Via Transmission

My spiritual journey began when I decided I wanted to undo negative self-image and learn to love myself. I worked with a couple of teachers and healers and didn’t seem to get anywhere closer to my goal.

Soon after I met a spiritual healer and was immediately drawn to her. I just knew that she could help me with this particular issue. Every session I had with her was helpful. I noticed that I seemed to get so much more out of our discussions than what we discussed or healed during our meeting. I mentioned this phenomenon to her. She told me that self-love had been a core issue of hers to heal, and that the resolving of it was in her aura. Indeed, every time we met I felt a download of information related to self-love was revealed to me. It was beyond our discussions and was perfectly appropriate for where I was in the moment. Energy was transmitted to me and being sensitive I was able to absorb information in this way.

During my challenging spiritual awakening, I found myself dropping out of higher frequencies into the old negative ego, over and over again. I struggled until I found a stable guide to hold those higher realms for me. I frequently had sessions with a couple of teachers who could hold space for me. Sometimes I learned something new and insightful, and sometimes I did not. But I always seemed to get a lift and an energetic transmission that imparted wisdom to me. I used my feelings as a guide. During those years, I did not need someone full of fire and shakti. Energy had already been awakened in me, and I needed to learn how to stabilize this inside myself. I was able to learn, energetically, from others.

Now that I coach others who have awakening symptoms such as energy head pressure, I am always touched when someone tells me they can feel an energetic transmission from me. I humbly admit, this does not happen with everyone. Sometimes the sessions are purely an information transfer. I don’t pretend to know the manner in which the energetic transmissions work. I trust that it works the way it works for a reason.

Learning in this way, this energetic osmosis, has solidified my belief in trusting my intuition to lead me where I want to go. At one junction in my spiritual journey, I became obsessed with calibrations and levels of consciousness of teachers. There are groups that can measure these things. I still find this helpful, in a way. But during the messy part of my awakening, listening to the best and highest wasn’t actually helping me much. One day I stumbled upon some teachers who are stably awake, who healed lots of karma and contractions of the mind. I absorbed so much from them energetically. What they taught and transmitted was so helpful and relevant to me. They were able to meet me where I was and guide me through my challenges, because they had lived through similar ones.

So my awakening support advice for today is to find someone to be a mirror for you. Someone who has resolved the issue you are working through, who can hold the resonance for you to find your own way there. If having regular sessions with someone is not an option, find a YouTube video or an audiobook. I’ve found that these are wonderful ways to receive transmissions and guidance.